Sadness

Last nite, after finish with our very own SPeRM meeting and helping Akim with his Buddies project, we're goin out to have our supper. All of the Family member were there except Yat, Elfa, Paah and Ayu. It's been a long time since I last have this kinda gathering. They always have their own gathering but I'm not always present due to some reasons. No need to emphasize on that one.

The gathering was not as happy as always. Some of the Family members seems like having a huge problem which I don't know. I always with my attitude. I refuse to get involved in one's personal problems. Let them analyze themselves what had happens in their life. I'm that cold. I'm that ice. This is how I taught in life.

Losing my mum at the age of 15. Losing both my grandparents before and after my mum's funeral in half year. Financial, siblings rivalry, being weirdo and nerd in society, hated by the whole class, ugly, fat, rejected by so many peoples, unable to receive any honored for my excellencies, being in an unfair competition and blah blah blah... What else have not comin in my life except death.

Cut off from my family, living with only RM1 for more than 1 days or RM50 for more than 3 weeks, eat sugar for my diet (because have no money to buy food). Rejected by the society, kids makin fun of me, I was labeled to embarrass the family, scolded because having a good result in examination, livin alone in the house.

I'm not yet talkin about my health.

My point is, no matter how hard ur life is, no matter how great ur challenge is, there's always someone less fortunate than you. Feeling sad and down is good but don't let that feelings conquer you. Let it be the otherwise.

I'm that cold and I'm almost don't believe happiness exist in this world. But I always saved by positive thinking.

Actually aku da ting tong nih. Rasa cam malas da nak menaip. So to sum up, x payah la nak sedih lama2. Ada lagi orang yang lagi malang dari kita. Tu ahhh...

Sampai sini dulu la...

Actually fakta kes kat atas sekadar macam luahan perasaan. Ini bukan pertandingan siapa yang lagi malang dari siapa... Tu ahhh. Jangan salah anggap dah la... Hahaha...

YZYZ...

Cold-Boy

10 Cerita Tahun Lama

Aku dah pun ;ost 10 cerita tahun lama kat dalam nih... Korang pilih la cerita yang mana dalam senarai kat bawah ni... Suma best kot... Tu ahhh... Haha.. Just klik kat link di bawah.. Haha..

1. Castra tidak memPERKASAkan aku
2. Lesser of Three Diseases
3. Simple Town with Simple Probs
4. A Dull Starting
5. War Declared
6. Weekend at CAK
7. BROing is Just Like A Pill
8. Gossip Girl is The Andreans
9. Family Tok Ki dan Nek Ki
10. Bila Dua Sekretariat Bergabung: Sumpah Seranah

Lepas ni akan ada poll, dan korang undi lah cerita mana yang paling best...

YZYZ

Tahun Lama Boy

Bila Dua Sekretariat Bergabung: Sumpah Seranah

Sekretariat Pencegahan Rasuah + Sekretariat Rukun Negara = Sumpah Seranah

Tu ahhh...
Idea untuk menggabungkan sekretariat memandangkan org2 SPeRM juga adalah orang2 SRN. Harap idea untuk menggabungkan dua sekretariat ini akan memberi keuntungan kedua2 pihak. Tu ahhh...

Tapi yang letihnya adalah sesiapa yang terlibat dengan dua2 bahagian laa... Kejap lari ke situ, kejap lari ke sini. Tu ahhh...
Anyway, ni post and cerita terakhir. Malas da aku nak taip. Korang tengok je la... Hahaha...

Tu ahhhh... sekian saja Countdown New year aku. aku membagi korang 10 buah cerita. Best x??? hahaha...

Family Tok Ki dan Nek Ki

Segalanya bermula bila aku masuk kelas LSP 402 sekali ngn Nat n Hana. Pastu selalu buka puasa dengan dorang suma then terkarok n termovie, last sekali terjoin family.

Banyak gak aktiviti2 family yang dah dibuat and sometime aku tak terfollow. Paling selalu adalah karok n movie. Truktur family ni jugak dah ubah kitar hidup berkawan aku in a good way. Best hanging out ngan dorang walaupun dorang ni suma gila karok.

Nak cerita satu2 aktiviti dorang memang banyak. Gambar je la kat bawah ni. Check balik post2 aku sebelum ni. Ada ja cerita tentang dorang... Tu ahhhh....

Next Change: Bila Dua Sekretariat Bergabung: Sumpah Seranah

Gossip Girl is The Andreans

From Gossip Girl they started... Tu Ahhh...
Know them for a very long time already, hanging out baru sekarang. Kepada leader the Andreans, Lane Willies, tu ahhh (tiba2 lantik ko jadi ketua kan).

Beberapa kali hanging out ngan mereka. Ke Feringhi, tak jadi masuk kelab, minum2 di pantai, Kek Lok Si, dan segala macam aktiviti kat USM.

Sapa kata aku x hang out ngan budak2 Sarawak. Post yang ini menjadi bukti. Setahun ni bukan setakat hanging out bersama, tapi juga buat show bersama2... Dari MBK, Nemgrads, CONVEX dan sebagainya.

Makan2 kat Khaleel, Nazri, Nurul dan sebagainya. Kadang kalau bosan, kami berjalan2 dalam USM dan kadang2 berjalan ke Tesco untuk menimbang berat badan... Hahah...

Tengok movie, camping di luar Queensbay dan of course aney cool mereka...
Tu ahhh...

Kalau nak specifickan memang banyak benda dah buat ngn mereka. Rujuk ja la post sebelum nih...
Sebelum tu nikmatilah gambar Gossip Girl a.k.a The Andreans...
Tu Ahhh...

Next Change : Family Tok Ki dan Nek Ki

BROing is Just Like A Pill

Usually aku xkan benarkan somebody terlalu rapat dengan aku. AKu takut kalau orang da terlalu rapat dengan aku. This sem aku membenarkan seseorang lagi rapat dengan aku. Out of nowhere aku n Mark jadi rapat. We're telling each other our story. Aku sangat takut keadaan itu, sebab once kita da tau tentang seseorang, we might get addicted.

Hanging out with him is good but it's like a pill. Seriously aku suka hanging out ngan Mark, tetapi bila too much, it will be just like a pill. Mark gimme strength to study, to do my work, but kalau da terlalu banyak Mark in my life, he'll poison me. True story. I'm BROing with lot of my male friends b4, but this one is diferent. With Mus, everything macam very easy. We dun need to know each other that much but still we're very close. Actually Mus tau segala2nya tentang aku okkeeeyyyyy...

I don't know. But one thing I know he's just like a pill to me. Have to take the right amount for me to function, but taking him too much it'll makin ill...

Somehow, he's worth to mention as one of my countdown story. I always praying for the best for him. Good Luck Bro.

Next Change: Gossip Girl is The Andreans

Weekend at CAK

Pembantu Urus Setia. Tu ahhh. Gelaran yang aku pegang untuk 4 siri Kem PIMPIN Siswa. Weekend2 jek ada la muka kitorang kat Sungai Siput tu. Selama 4 minggu lak tuh. Choi la kalau ada peserta merungut terpaksa sacrificed weekend dorang sebab pergi PIMPIN. Ktorang ni sebulan kat ctu, x bising pun. Tu tak termasuk budak2 yang pergi Pilot dan TOT lagi.

Jadi P.U PIMPIN memang sangat best, apatah lagi kalau Team tu sangat kuat dan sangat best. Aku bersyukur sangat kerana masuk Team Tok Wan dan dapat pergi PIMPIN Siswa.

Aku kalau nak bagi kredit kat sorang2 memang letih. Tapi thanks sgt kat uolsss...

Experience paling best time kat Kem ni, hmmm banyak sgt la kot...

Durian
Hantu
Rounders
Bas terbalik
Terlajak tido
PUGK, KUGK dan TKKGK

Kepada peserta daripada CAK, hehe, koranga memang sangat beruntung kerana Kem tu sangat best. Daripada Ketua Urus Setia sampailah Pemandu Van. Team ini sangat mementingkan kerjasama semua pihak dan paling best kalau punggah barang, kami main baling-baling jek. Eheee....

Tu ahhh..

Actually cerita Pimpin ni aku dah post. Kalau korang rajin, cari la ekh dalam post2 terdahulu

Tu ahhh...

Next Change : BROing is just like a pill